… you’re too shy to share your code because it’s crap. Obviously, this is not a good sign. Not because your code could be bad, but because you’re not brave enough to face this fact and improve.
… possible cause is that you work from nine till five, for food, without passion. Actually, nobody manifests it that way.
In modern software development, most of the code we’re working with is open source
“I’ve written Java for 10 years!”—so what? This number means only one thing to me—you managed to survive in some office for ten years